di kala bosan

to do when you're totally bored with your life that you start questioning about the point of your existence in the world:

Go to your friend's home, especially to your close friend whom you haven't met for very long time. Texts her, asks her address, and go straight to her. Pointless tip: use taxi so you don't have to deal with those bothersome angkot thingy.

Less energy to go to your friend? Talk via IM. It will be good if the person you need to talk to is available anytime, in my case I found my friend still online at 3.30 AM. Eh btw Edgar, thanks a bunch loh!

 

Eat a LOT of chocolate. They said chocolate has phenylethylamine which can stimulate dopamine secretion, the mood booster hormone,  from your brain. You don't you know phenylethylamine and dopamine, do you? Well, neither do I. Anyway make sure you eat chocolate at right time, unlike me who ate boxes of chocolate like crazy at 4 AM so I got stomachache hours later.

Give a very devoted prayer. Saying "Dear God, my life is so dull at the moment. Please show me any direction" is enough. You may give it more details, pray whole night through til you fall asleep, or even cry a river while doing so. God is the best listener, you know..

not to do when, I repeat, you're totally bored with your life that you start questioning about the point of your existence in the world:

Read entire FB wall of your crush/gebetan/inceran/calon/whatever you call it. You will ilfil for granted. ILFIL with uppercase.

Read your entire twitter's timeline just to realize how static your life is. Great life, but static. Aha, doesn't it make me sounds so cynical? I put positive term first, then put "but + negative". It means I only see dark side form things. You know, like half-full half-empty theory. Well never mind, I've just made some pointless babbles here...

Intentionally meet the person you loathe. This will only lead to undesirable act of punching them in their face. Here is the flow: you already feel bored -> you meet person who you already know that they are boring and annoying -> they make you more bored, not to mention pissed -> you start thinking "how do I get rid of them?" -> you find a way by punching them. Good God in heaven, I never punch anyone.  I only use my rotten smile, it's intimidating enough to expel them. I behave nicely, don't I?

Well that is all that I can share. You may think whether this post is useful or totally crap. I personally think this post is so lame, just like my life right now. Cheers!

jangan main-main dengan doamu

Man, sumpah sekarang gue bener-bener percaya sama yang namanya: "doa orang teraniaya akan selalu dikabulkan". Siapa sangka, doa jelek yang gue minta waktu gue lagi emosi-emosinya, sakit hati sesakit-sakitnya, beneran dikabulkan?

Gue beberapa bulan lalu pernah nyumpahin orang, intinya kalau dia bohong, kerjaan dia ngga akan berkembang. Dia bakal stuck dan menderita terus di tempat kerjanya sekarang. Dan sekarang gue baru tau kalau orang ini beneran udah ngga tahan di tempat kerjanya. Katanya dia ngerasa tertekan, bahkan dia ngerasa kesepian karena ngga punya teman disana.

WOW.

Apakah gue menyesal? Sayangnya ngga, hehe.. He deserves his miserable life, after terrible terrible terrible things he did to me, and to many others.

Gue udah cukup takjub karena doa agar gue bahagia, yang selalu gue minta abis sholat, bisa dikabulkan dengan sangat enteng dan begitu cepat olehNya. Tapi doa yang gue minta sekilas, terlontar begitu aja di saat gue lagi emosi, ternyata dikabulkan juga dengan sangat-sangat enteng. God is so REAL. This is rare occasion where I only can say: Subhanallah.

So ppl, don't mess with your prayer and don't hurt people's feeling as well :)

btw di, after you read this post, do you still wonder why your work, or your whole life,  is a real mess?